I'm awesomely drained out. 13 days of working and one night sentry. Finally today waking up at 12noon knowing I don't have anything else except more sleep is indeed blissful. Lazying around simply doing nothing for the whole day has become a luxury to me which rarely comes by. My off days are always packed with events and activities since it's the only time I'm available. heee!

Ramadhan has been good for me. Fasting diligently on most aspect (not just foods and drinks) though I have to forgo 3 days because I was stuck with flu. There have been ups and downs but yeah, it's all part and parcel of life. All I have to do is to banyak bersabar, as per what Pak Leman advised me repeatedly. I like him. He's my TL or rather my cco. He's like another father to me. Well actually most of my colleagues there are like my brother, father and grandfather. hehe! They love telling stories of their past, giving me loads of advises and motivate me. They let me make mistakes. I mean really, and when I do, all I get is simply "nevermind, we can always rectify them". Cool kan. But of course, that shouldn't give me a reason to take advantage lah.

Have yet to go Geylang and I'm somewhat relunctant to because there will always be seas of colourful minah and mat reps which is an utter sore eyes. But I wanna go Pandan, Johor. Will be going this coming friday hopefully, after the pay comes in. Dad's doubtful about going Johor at night. Whatever it is, whether my parents decided to go or not, I'm bend on going. I want to buy bottles of delicious 'sarang semut'. I simply LOVE that kueh. It's a MUST HAVE kueh every raya but it's so hard to get in Singapore. =( I only have to depend on my makcik to bake 'em then I'll get to eat them. But now no more. Lantak lah by the time raya sarang semut dah bis. Asalkan aku kenyang makan. hehehe!

By the way, congratulations to Kak Emilia for successful delivery of her new born baby boy 2 days ago. Alhamdulillah, berkat bulan ramadhan ni. I wonder if she's gonna name him ramadan eh? Might pay her a visit tomorrow with the rest. =) She'll be on maternaty leave till end of this year. Which means, more OT and more shifts to cover. But nevermind, OT means money. heh! Obviously it's going to be tiring and it'll take up most of my time but I'll live. Sooo...book me first before my I book my OT dates.

Till then, I'm off for my me-time hours!

If only this pair of eyes can speak, they'll definitely ask for mercy. Why? Because damn I'm sleepy. The pros and cons of shift work. I aint complaining. I'll take it as it is and after 13 days of work non-stop, I'll be able to have time for myself. Just one off day but syukur atleast it's something. Enough to rejuvenate myself for the next 6 days of work. Nuff bout work.

Today, parents will be celebrating their birthdays together and it's not just gonna be us but with relatives from my mom's side. As I would call it, Haron's Clan. heh! I like family gatherings, does not matter if they are small or big. To me, such gatherings bring about closeness and togetherness. They cultivate harmony, peace in family ties and sense of belonging. It always feels good to be able to be in a familiar environment, surrounded by loved ones, knowing you have their back (well most of the time). I love the fuzzy, warm and contented feeling I get whenever we have family gatherings. That alone is enough to make me happy and contented with life.

I admit, I'm pretty much a family person, people orientated. I go bazooka when I'm left alone. Not that I don't need time for myself but I've always love being surrounded by familiar people, people who watched me grow, love me despite my worst behaviours, gave me the best of life and most importantly, my parents who brought me to this world. They say the worst criticisms are always from the people most close to you because they simply want the best from you and because they love you.

Aside from that, gatherings always mean one thing. Delish ood and MORE food. Ahh..life's good! =)

After much moving here and there, finally decided to be back here for the moment. Since there's so many memories recorded here. heh! I'm fickle like that. =)

Work's been great.  But I'm already having thoughts on going back to school. Somehow, I don't really like the guilty conscience I keep having when I'm about to sleep. Disrupt my sleep much. If you know my line of work, u'll get what i mean. I'm soft hearted so yaaa..hehe! However, the pay's awesome. hehehe!

Speaking of salary, I think it's time I attend some financial courses because I'm having trouble keeping my money or atleast to last me till the next pay day. I did save, REALLY. Only that when I spend, I don't see the money so I use card. And when I use card, imagine the surprise I get when I check my bank balance. Somehow, it doesn't always tally with the amount I THINK i MIGHT have left. hehe!

A shoutout to my best bud, NurLiyana, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DARL! Super sorry I couldn't celebrate ur day with you and the rest. My bad for mixing up the dates! Will make it up to u real soon! Btw, got ur gift already. =)

What else...hmm..ouh the trip was ok. Don't know eh..somehow I don't feel like I actually went on a trip. It feels normal..or maybe coz I'm getting use to it? Or because the trip has burn a BIG hole in my pocket? I spend more than I should but I think that should be normal, I mean sometimes to enjoy, you gotta stretch your dollars a lil bit, right?. *im trying to convince myself actually.* Getting broke 5 days after pay day is no small issue. Thank god dad has YET to bug me to change my ez link card. Yes, im still using my poly ez link card, fully funded by my dad via giro deduction from his account. Else, I'll be AWESOMELY broke. On top of that, I've yet to pay my phone bill. DEPRESSING KAN??? I need private financial advisor just like dad. But of course not mum, mampos kang pegi keje hari2 mkn roti sardine. hehehe!

Finally went to visit harits and ita to see their baby sarah LIVE in action. Actually the baby tk byk action, tido jek lebih but no doubt man, she's cute like me. hahas! Rambut lebat like mine when I was a baby. Bought for Sarah baby clothes. I had a hard time choosing the baju pasal semua cute nak mampos. Macam nak beli semua tapi apekan daya, pocket semakin kering. kekeke! Looking at Sarah brought out my maternal instinct. I feel like having a baby to cuddle and play with. hehe! Macam anak patung seh gitu macam. Insya allah lah eh, few years down the road whenever I'm ready.

Anypoops, what's up with rumours saying Lady Gaga has a penis huh? Is Hollywood getting too boring or is it that eversince MJ died, there's no other newsworthy story to come up with that they have to resort to such...ridiculous rumours? First it was Megan Fox. So who's the next celeb vic? Must all the hot female celeb show their private organ then the media will stop circulating such nonsense? Tak paham aku ini zaman.

My livejournal entries gonna be pictureless. Malas ah nak upload kat multiply dah tu upload sini. Pape fb aje. =)

As the title suggests, I wish I could split myself up and perform all the tasks at a go. There's the technical stuffs, the passwords all gone haywire, no NDA, applying trainings etc etc. All not done yet. & then there's glitches like I still can't access to the restricted areas which means I'm still highly dependable on my collegues to get around. I pity them. I wish I could be of good use. Haiyo, speed up the process can??
I get overwhelmed with the information given to me which only half has been digested and placed all over my brain. heh!

However, at the end of the day, all's good despite my limited movement and access to the system and restricted areas. Nuff about work.
But before that, do heed my advise. Please declare ur ciggies/tobacco/liquor and simply pay tax before you get caught. The charges are pretty hefty. =)

It's only 3 weeks ago that I had a hair cut. I already have this immediate urge to snip off my hair. They grow at such fast rate that with my current savings, I couldn't keep up. pfft! Please please make pay day come sooner. padahal I just join in. & pay day's in 3 weeks time. I'm abit eggcited lah. First time dpt gaji berlambak. More berlambak than ahmad(just to make him jealous). hehe! But don't worry dear, I'll help you out whenever I can. =)

We already had long list of plans to do when we get our pay but it gotta be postponed. My cyclic shift clshes with his cyclic shift and to coordinate both, it takes compromise from both parties. It's not easy given that my off days doesn't fall on his off days. However, I believe things will work out and given the willingness to sacrifice at some point of time, we'll meet. maybe once a week i guess. =)